It's Time To Tell My Secret

Today my life is an open book and it's time to tell my secret. I would like to first thank my Heavenly Father who brought me out of my loneliness and darkness. I like to also thank all my supporters who believe in me. Let me start off by  introducing myself my name is Cora Moore also known as CeCe Moore I am a mother of four two daughters and twin boys. I am Grandmother of fifteen grandchildren. I am an Author of many books, a Minister at Divine Deliverance Life Center with my Pastor Apostle Debbie Armstrong I also do multiple things  in the church. I am a true servant of God. I love to sing, write music, I'm a Film Director,  I am very passionate in what I do.
Now a little bit about my story when I was a little girl, things just didn't seem right. I really didn't know what was right from wrong. Waking up to my father at the age of nine years old being a little girl my virginity was taking, something precious, something delicate was taken from me I didn't understand, couldn't understand and really just confused on what was happening but as time went on I realize that it was wrong could someone please help me I was crying out from the inside. I was so afraid, I was ashamed didn't know who to turn to, didn't want to tell my mom,  I didn't want to see the hurt in her eyes.  I was a little girl in the dark room fear for my life I feel like I was trapped I felt like giving up I felt unclean unwanted I felt like I was not love at that time by my father cause I didn't know why he was doing this to me. I prayed for him to stop but it kept happening so now I start doubting God as years went by as I got older of the age of 12,13 or maybe 14 I begin to try to interact with my young adult peers but just listening to them as they speak highly of their father other things that their father done being a great father but as for me I couldn't say all those great things about my father looking back now I realize that I am stronger than I ever could have been I have been through the storm I have been through the trials the tribulation the hurt the pain the loneliness the suffering I've been through it all I can tell my story and no one else could I was ashamed but look at me now I stand against the infirmity I stand against the hurts I stand against the pain because greater is he that's in me he that's in the world I am beautiful and wonderfully made because God has created me who I am  so today I'm closing that old book and opening up a Brand New chapter in my life a new beginning and it starts right now.